Starting over Sunflower =)

after i was browsing through the internet 

i remembered i had a blog

had a hard time remembering it 

don't even know what address it is 

i even had to ask friends

i had a totally different idea in my head

as to what i wanted to write about

but after reading all the things i wrote last year

it struck a cord in my heart

that i had to write something about it even for one last time.  

that should be the last thing i will write about

i hope

and from now on i will just be happy 

living under God's grace

after all, the blog is called 

Butterflies and sunflower dreams

those are the most beautiful things i find in this world

Butterflies so beautiful, joyously flying but seemingly bouncing and yet graceful

a sunflower, ahhh its beautiful yellow color, so bright and happy

and incidentally

as i was trying to find my own blog,

i found an article that talks about the sunflower,

it says that it faces to where the sun hits it most

and the writer likened it to her faith

we should all face to where we see God most

and from now on, my forever symbol will be

a sunflower, not just because its beautiful 

but because from now on,

i will make sure, i face God and see God and hear him

in my life

My faith shall face the one whom i can depend and lean on.

Thank you Lord for my life

i dedicate it to you, use it for your Glory

May every step i take be guided by you

May every move i make glorify you

Starting over Sunflower =)

after i was browsing through the internet 

i remembered i had a blog

had a hard time remembering it 

don't even know what address it is 

i even had to ask friends

i had a totally different idea in my head

as to what i wanted to write about

but after reading all the things i wrote last year

it struck a cord in my heart

that i had to write something about it even for one last time.  

that should be the last thing i will write about

i hope

and from now on i will just be happy 

living under God's grace

after all, the blog is called 

Butterflies and sunflower dreams

those are the most beautiful things i find in this world

Butterflies so beautiful, joyously flying but seemingly bouncing and yet graceful

a sunflower, ahhh its beautiful yellow color, so bright and happy

and incidentally

as i was trying to find my own blog,

i found an article that talks about the sunflower,

it says that it faces to where the sun hits it most

and the writer likened it to her faith

we should all face to where we see God most

and from now on, my forever symbol will be

a sunflower, not just because its beautiful 

but because from now on,

i will make sure, i face God and see God and hear him

in my life

My faith shall face the one whom i can depend and lean on.

Thank you Lord for my life

i dedicate it to you, use it for your Glory

May every step i take be guided by you

May every move i make glorify you

The fairy tale has ended

The fairy tale has ended
the long due confusion is finally over
and what's left are fragments of memories
fragments of feelings of how a love once was
a love that use to turn my world upside down
a love i use to fight so hard for
now where has it gone?

as i go through life everyday,
i still have fragments of our routines
still have fragments of clockwork of memories
checking my phone, picking up my phone
realizing i have no one to call anymore
finally being able to tell the world and hear myself say
it is over
with a little pinch in my heart
a touch of loneliness for something that ended
but at least this time,
my world did not crash and crumble
i'm fine and standing

whether  i made the right or wrong decision
i do not know
all i know is that now i have peace
peace in my life and peace in my heart
though there is and will probably always will be
a touch of sadness
for a fairy tale that once was